Tak Bisa Memilihmu

Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya

Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah
Darimu, Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Untuk cintainya,
Hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu

Ku sakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku….

Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang
Di dalam hatiku tuk mencintainya…

(terhanyut jiwa ini, terjatuh dihatinya)

hÖLiDãY = tHë EñD..

Cuti Seminggu Sahaja

Composer: Copyritgh Controlled
Lyricist: fyrhunt

berlalunya sudah cuti mid-sem,
seminggu bercuti,
tiba kuliah kita jayakan,
test pun akan menjelma,
anak muda dari rumah,
semuanya tiba ke kota,
lecturer pun keriangan,
memberi test kat kita semua..

bertukar 'toyol' dan nota,
jenguk-menjenguki,
tutur kata biarlah senyap,
pandang kanan dan kiri,
itulah petua kalau nak meniru,
jangan pulak salahkan aku,
macamlah aku tak tahu,
korang semua dah wat dulu..

chorus:
notepad juga pen,
beraneka warna,
gunalah jangan hanya dipandang,
nota dan slideshow,
sila ulangkaji kawan,
penat lecture wat sampai ke pagi..

wajib kena buat,
semua assignment kawan,
kalau tak takde la markah,
asyik bersembang,
siswa dan siswi sayang,
jangan lupe ade banyak test lagi..

student laki nyanyi
student pompuan nyanyi
nyanyi same2

(sila nyanyikan lagu ni ikut tune macam lagu Suasana Hari Raya yang Anuar Zain & Ellina nyanyi tu ye..)

note: lagu ni sesuai dinyanyikan waktu tensen blaja mahupun menjelang peperiksaan dan juga ujian2.kalau nk lagi best,nyanyi lgu ni ramai2 mase jam@17 yg ethos! wat tu.hehe..

kEsÏLáPãN sÉöRáNg YàNg BeRnAmÀ mÄñUs!A..

fitrah manusia dijadikan untuk membuat silap. dan yang paling penting ialah untuk belajar daripada kesilapan. kenapa kita perlu menyesal dengan apa yang kita buat kalau ia dapt mengajar kita tentang erti kehidupan. penyesalan hanya bagi orang yang tak pernah nak belajar tentang apa itu 'kehidupan'..

kesilapan yang dilakukan oleh seorang manusia terhadap insan lain mungkin terjadi kerana kita sering alpa mengenai perasaan orang lain. tetapi, kadang-kadang manusia itu bukan sahaja ingin menyakitkan hati insan lain. mungkin juga tersalah membuat percaturan dalam mempelajari tentang kehidupan. mungkinkah insan itu mampu dan akan mengampunkannya? itu yang penting. sedangkan Nabi ampunkan umat. kita hanya mampu berserah..

kalau sahaja bisa ku ulangi waktu
pasti ku halang perbuatan lalu
membuat diri kini termangu
berharap, menunggu apa yang akan terjadi padaku

mungkin juga kerana alasan dan sebab-sebab lain membuatkan kita melakukan kesalahan. atas nama manusia, kesunyian kadang-kadang membutkan kita mencari 'keceriaan'. namun, percaturan yang silap membuatkan penyesalan mengisi kehidupan. jangan disalahkan orang lain. cermin dahulu diri sebelum hukuman dijatuhkan..
bilakah semua ini akan berakhir??

hanya kepada Allah s.w.t insan ini meminta pertolongan..

hanya luahan dan coretan hati seorang insan lemah. blog yang ni, aku skema skit.hehe..

ä BúSy WëÉkËnD..

saturday, 16/08/08..
woke up at 6.45 (quite early).bathed.waited for my brother to come and fetch me.went back to kampung.my cousin's wedding.
9.30a.m..
arrived.breakfast.watched tv.slept.my nephew woke me up.went to the kenduri..
at the kenduri..
dishes: nasi minyak, nasi putih, ayam msk merah, daging gulai kawah..
beverage: tasteless syrup.huhu..
had a chat with sedare-mare.went to another knduri.i didn't know who's kenduri and how do we relate.
2nd kenduri..
dish: same as above.plus tempoyak and ikan masin.
beverage: sweet syrup

went back home.

sunday, 17/08/08..
woke up at 9.30a.m. had breakfast. had another knduri. my aunt's neighbour. went there at 12..
12p.m..
arrived.many people.old pak cik karaoke.out of pitch.normal scenario.
dish: same as yesterday.but the ayam msk merah was the best so far.
beverage: what-do-you-expect syrup..

Ampunkan Aku..

Redup matamu memandang wajahku
Jangan menangis..
Memang benar dulu kunci hatiku
Ada padamu..ooo

Aku kembali di matamu kini
Bukan kerana kamu..
Bukan niatku melara hatimu
Usah khuwatir..

Jika hariku melukai hati
Maafku pohon abadi
Kini dihatiku satu puteri
Yang pasti bukannya kamu..oooo

Ampunkan aku..
Seandainya engkau menangis lagi
Ampunkan aku..
Memang aku bukan lelaki dulu
Ampunkan aku..
Seandainya engkau masih merindu
Ampunkan aku..
Mendung ini pasti akan berlalu

Redup matamu memandang wajahku
Jangan menangis..
Kita lewati saat kau dan aku
Leka menari..

Kwakwaka'wakw..

klu korg tere, cube r sbut..
haha..
konpem x bleh nk sbut ngan laju cam aku..
sbb ni tjuk presentation grup aku..
aku n d gang je bleh sbut lelaju..

kwak'wala language
kwakwaka'wakw population
huhu..

YÖÙ aRë nÖt Gò!nG tO bÉL!ëVè ThiS !!!

nazri and i went to karaoke centre at PAS and we sang there.it may seem usual for some of you. but for me, it was extra-ordinary.i bet many of you haven't heard nazri sung. this was all nazri's idea.haha..
we sang 11 songs and the last song was ampunkan aku by Def Gab C.haha.. (for those who know and understand only..)
we planned to sing at Ole2 Bintang Gemilang, but it was full since today is Sunday, Sunday is weekend.thus, it was crowded with people from nowhere.huhu..
nazri, u rock dude!!

tHé nÖt - sÒ - t!r!ñg SuNdÄy..

my started as soon as i received a message from nazri asking me 'ko dah bgn blom? dh kol 10 ni'. we had to clean all the mess and gotong-royong. i expected at least more than 20 crews of MEKAR to come. however.. no big deal. we are stronger than 30 people.haha..
i had my breakfast with nazri first before we went to the fac together with anchuk. there were about less than 15 crews there (including her) haha..
we managed to do all the jobs in less than 2hours. we had a chat while having nasi lemak and lepak while waiting for our energy to be recharged. later, we went to the intec great hall and 'throw' all the drinks left. one of us (i don't remember who) suggested that we should 'throw' the water into the drain first.it was very fun..

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at 3, i went out with nazri - heading to ole2. guest what? we were going to have our therapy using our very own way - karaoke. nazri suggested this.haha..

bËrLaLúNýÄ mËkÃr 2008..

MEKAR has finally over. i'm sure gonna miss all the things that had happened.being an MC for Islamic Fashion Show, 'lightingman' for the closing ceremony, helping almost all the bureaus had given me such a wonderful experience. i love all the jobs..
but,it's not over yet.we have to clean up all the mess tomorrow morning at 11a.m..
huhu..

MäLáM büLàN dïPàGaR b!NtàñG..

P. Ramlee & Saloma

Malam Bulan Dipagar Bintang

Malam bulan dipagar bintang
Makin indah jika dipandang
Bagai gadis beri senyuman
Pada bujang idaman

Duhai kasih ingin dimanja
Dengan cumbuan mesra
Untuk pelipur lara
Penawar dik asmara

Mmm.. mmm...
Mmm.. mmm...

Malam bulan dipagar bintang
Tambah seri cuaca malam
Murni sungguh ciptaan Tuhan
Bulan bintang lampu alam

Andai kata bintang menyepi
Bulan tidak berseri
Malam menjadi sunyi

jangan jeles.haha..

hAnYá MeMeRhÄtÌ..

kawan,
lihat
dia,
senyum,
suka

tertarik,
mata
bulat,
berseri,
wajah

nyanyian,
dari
jauh,
tahu,
curang?

hanya memerhati..
dari jauh..

kHaMiS yAnG iNdAh..

indah ke?so-so la..
the first day of Mega Karnival (MEKAR) 2008 is so tiring. i'm damn tired. how i feel i could have a sleep for more than 10 hours. but i've bowling tournament 2moro.huhu..
hopefully by winning the tournament would make it worth. MESTI MENANG!!!
i stayed at the faculty for the whole day starting from 11 a.m till 6.30 p.m..
i 've visited ALL the booths for more than 3times but i only bought things from food stall.haha. sorry to those selling stalls perfume and all kind of things which were not food.hehe..
can't wait for the Islamic Fashion Show.i'll be hosting it.hopefully everything will be running smoothly as planned (though i don't plan anything at all). it's been a while since i do the hosting job.kinda nervous.just praying for the best..
Amin..

Ku LiHat..

berjalan,
muka
dipaling,
marah?
tertanya..

tenang,
senyuman
diukir,
sabar,
faham..

menunggu,
tidak
sia-sia,
harapan,
realiti..

hArï MeNjErIt SeDuNiA..

i betrayed myself & i broke my promise.haha.i went for my therapy session (karaoke) with datin wan and watashi wa after comtemp. lite. class today.hehe..
today was not a really good and nice day for me.so, to make my day more cheerful and colourful, i went for a screaming session at Pusat Hiburan Keluarga Ole2, Shah Alam.huhu..
my fwens who did not make it for the bowling practice yesterday, had their practice today. i hope they had improved and we'll win the first prize..
Amin..

SéLàSä yAnG sÏbUk..

a day started when i received wo messages from mr. pingu saying that the afternoon class was postponed (cancelled?) and he invited@asked me to come for a bowling practice at 12.since i was informed about the cancellation of our class, thus, with no doubt i replied his SMS by typing OK..
then at 9.40 i woke up coz i need to get an article that should be presented next Monday.i went to the faculty with Azizi and met Pn. Roslinda to get our article..
later on, we had a discussion about fanzine (?- is this the correct spelling of it?). we got the topic RELIGION.so, we decided to add another 2 subtopics under it - cultures & arts. well, it's our job to make it as interesting as possible.insya-Allah..
after the discussion, i had my breakfast with my class-rep, mr. Nazz J.haha..
we decided to go for the bowling practice at 12.but we need to wait for mr. Pingu (Hafriz) and Pie.about an hour later, we received a bad news (unfortunately) by Pie telling us that Hafriz did not want to come as he was very sleepy and Pie was having this 'alien' face.so, we went there with liyana accaompanied watashi wa and datin wan..
another unfortunate event happened there. we had to wait for other bowlers to finish their games since the lanes were all full. but, luck came in and we met the super duper bowler heikal hafiz who was playing - he,him & himself. he invited us to join him.therefore, we didn't have to wait for our turn. while we were busy sharpened and enhanced our skills, the other three musketeers (hehe) went for a karaoke..
i think i am damn ready for the tournament this Friday. and i believed nazri does too. of all the three games, my score were always 100 and above.i think it's considered good for an amature bowler. nazri managed to break his personal high score, by getting the score of 145. i was more than impressed. i wish - we'll win the tournament and win the RM100 of the first prize. Insya-Allah.Amin..

DiLaRaNg KeNtUt!!!

i found this very cool (?) signboard on this blog. click here for more funny signboards.haha..

DaTiN SeRi DaTo' HaJaH s!t! nUrHaLiZa TeWaS..

what?! i juts found out Malaysia no. 1 singer had lost to Nicholas Teo (who the 'heaven is this person,anyway?)
The MTV Asia Award Golden M bar for Malaysia's Favourite Artist is no longer Siti's. I wasn't shocked that Siti lost (coz I thought Faizal Tahir would win), but what shock me the most that she lost to this particular person that I believe many of us do not know..
this is what happened when the fingers judged.well, let bygones be bygones. I'm not Siti's fan, but by looking at the nominees and their qualities, I think the title of Favourite Artist for Malaysia should be won by Siti or Faizal Tahir..
to find out more, click here..

2 DaYs WiThOuT bLoGg!ng..

huhu..
akhirnye berjaya gak aku mem'blog'kan diri ini semula.aku x tau ape antu yang dah masuk dlm modem kat umah (s.alam) aku tu.internet jadi 'LEBIH LEMBAB DARIPADA BIASA'.alah bisa tegal biasa.aku pun menyabarkan diri & nasib baik intrnet kat umah kajang ni sgt2 ok..

oN tHuRsDaY,
i managed to get my new ATM card.i was luckier than the previous day.i managed to get it back in not more than an hour. Alhamdulillah..

FrIdAy (01/08/08)
time do fly very2 fast. now we're in August.
saturday - voice talent.haha..
i knew i wouldn't be able to make it to the final.
'suahe senghau' = suare sengau.haha..